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Shads
04 January 2011 @ 05:03 pm
 But I felt ....  I'm so confused right now.  I've spent the last six months being swallowed by school, and starting Monday I will be swallowed for another, so I've been kinda slack on the updates and news regarding TVXQ.  

Last week I watched JYJ's Ayyy Girl for the first time.  

And cried for about three hours.

What the fuck, Chun?

What.  The.  Fuck.

Okay so I suppose I can support their practically first American debut release with Kanye West (but really, what were they thinking), but the song wasn't memorable, the dancing was sub-par, and it looks like half of Yoochun's face disappeared under a knife somewhere.  For the first time in a long time he has hair that rocks, but .....wtf.  I don't get it.  And I think a part of me died seeing him in that video.

And for that reason I will never watch it again.

So I'm doing more catching up and see TVXQ is making a comeback.  I about shit myself I was so excited.

But then I looked up their latest release. 

Keep Your Head Down.

Now really.  I don't know if this is a metaphor geared more towards JYJ than to the proverbial love interests in the lyrics or what, but the whole thing just wreaked of ....something foul.  I'm not saying the song or video were bad because it's not.  In the overall, I pretty much enjoyed the blazing fire scenes and the blatant HoMin-ness of it all.  The outfits royally blew, though.  

And throughout the whole thing I'm thinking to myself:  "Okay self?  ....I'm not seeing any JYJ."

Am I the only one who thought that?  Now I'm just thoroughly confused.  Three days from now is the proposed comeback performance on stage, and a part of me is dreading seeing this because some little demon inside of me is saying "So hey.  SM is definitely giving TVXQ a comeback.  But it's only gonna be HoMin."  And I'm telling this little demon (I've since dubbed it SM) "Hey fuck you pal.  HoMin isn't TVXQ.  The other three better be there."
 
But I can't get rid of the sinking feeling that they won't be.  

Because nowhere can I find anything about JYJ rejoining for an epic comeback in the beginning of January 2011.

And I'm gonna spew chunks if SM honestly thinks that recycling the TVXQ name and divvying it out to only two remaining members is actually kosher.

Fuck you pal.  Fuck you.

 
 
Current Mood: crankycranky
 
 
Shads
17 January 2010 @ 11:38 pm
I got this little somethin' here, and I thought I'd share it with y'all.

Click for the tease show~Collapse )Credit: juilianjill of soj_listing@live.com
Click for the tease show~Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Break Out! - TVXQ
 
 
Shads
01 January 2010 @ 11:16 am
HEY MEDIA!

Fuck you.

I didn't wake up from a drunken stupor just so I could read a bunch of smear campaigns against TVXQ, k?

Do us all a favor and shove a sock in it, kthxbye. Fuggin' douchebags.
 
 
Current Music: GD - Heartbreaker
 
 
Shads
31 December 2009 @ 10:51 pm
It;s still....uh..*looks* Hour and forty five from new year;s here... I'm drunk. I'm happy... I have to laugh at my ability to lol when I'n drunk....so many typos.. I love you all... Mmm...musicl...ilu2.. Merry early new year's y'all! I may or may not be totslly plastered by the time new year's hits (eastern time).. Ilu all...even ig I am drunk....remember that...

maybe I'll regtret this in the morning.......

Nah....hehehehehe..

fuck this...back to my music.
Don;t ask about my dcurrent music...it was Heartbreaker..haha!
 
 
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Current Music: After School - Because of You
 
 
Shads
12 December 2009 @ 05:35 pm
So I discovered today, after waiting a week and a half, that no amount of cosmetic surgery will fix my favorite pair of headphones.

My favorite because they were a studio/gaming set complete with volume adjuster and mic.

Previously, a cat had decided to go to town and chew through the wires. I couldn't understand why they weren't working until I thoroughly checked them out and found places along the wires that were completely severed.

Today, we sat and stripped the wires, cut them down, rewired them, and taped them up with electrical tape. Repeatedly. They still don't work.

My headphones are beyond saving.

That leaves me with nothing but a crap pair of cheap $2 gas station CD headphones. That barely even reach me when plugged in. Months of no music because I couldn't access my computer due to lack of monitor, and once more I have to return to silence because I don't have a decent set of headphones (let alone speakers because a cat chewed through every goddamn audio cord in the house but one) to even be able to hear anything out of.

My life is just peachy.
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
 
Shads
29 November 2009 @ 09:59 pm
Seriously. I wish I could catch a goddamn break. Just once. Seems the cats have a taste for plastic. And chewed through the wires of the only remaining functional pair of headphones we had left in the house. The only ones with a cord long enough to reach me. The only ones that I didn't need to actually put on my head just to hear out of them.

We also no longer have actual speakers. Because a cat chewed clear through those too, completely severing the cord. I wish I wasn't broke as hell. I wish I had a goddamn job. And I wish, just once, I could catch a fucking break so that when one awesome thing comes along, it wasn't accompanied by twenty other things of utter SHIT to bury it.

FUCK.
 
 
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: None. Because I no longer have fucking speakers.
 
 
Shads
25 November 2009 @ 05:58 pm
What a triumphant return! Okay, so it's really not all that triumphant, but it is a return. Of sorts. It's been nigh on 10 years since Lj has seen my beautiful face, and ....well...long enough for me to completely forget the previous account I had here. So I made a new one. Sad thing? Last time I graced Livejournal with my presence, I was both underage and still using AOL. Fail.

Luckily, I have my beautiful friend bokchil to thank for my return. Our shared love of kpop and a few bands in particular has gotten her to finally talk me into coming back. For the comms. For the friends. For the sexy Asian boys. I love you, Stef.

That being said, I'm essentially going back to being a noob. Go me. It's been years since I bothered with Lj, and I no longer know how things work around here with all the changes. Bare with me as I get my bearings back, and hopefully I can start making some friends again round here soon. Feel free to laugh at my noobtacular fail in the meantime.
 
 
Current Mood: giddygiddy